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#1. Not to feel like vanishing off the face of the Earth.
There is way too much to do this week and all through December for me to be feeling like disappearing. As much as part of me is really calling to vanish for a while to foreign climes I know I can't do it. Apart from anything else there is no reason to be feeling like this. Things are going pretty well at the moment (apart from not being able to shake this bug I've picked up). Work has picked up and is looking like it'll be a good Christmas. Publishing is going reasonably smoothy (although my email situation really needs to get fixed.....). Happy with my friends and family and have even made a very good new friend in the last few weeks. So why the sudden 'slump' in Angus-dom. F**ked if I know.

All I know is that I'm having a really big 'tug' at present wanting me to go away somewhere by myself for awhile. I go through these phases every so often but the only time I truely 'ran away' as such was back in 95 and that worried alot of people. Although saying that my emotional state at the time was very low and among the people I worried was myself too - 2005 is completely different 'stronger' emotional state so no fears about doing anything stupid now :p

I think I might look at going abroad for New Year. It'll save me trying to figure out what to do here in London and I like being out of the country for New Years anyway. Some of my best New Year Eves have been over in France, although I'm not sure if I'd head there this year. Find myself a nice hotel in a nice city and disappear with a few good books and a supply of pens and notebooks. Let#s hope I get an Ipod for Christmas so I can go with some good music too!!! :p

Btw, I now have a myspace account. Any of you Myspace users can find me at http://www.myspace.com/angusabranson

I'm currently seriously lacking friends over there (although the friends I do have are of the highest caliber) so if any of you do have myspace accounts please let me know!!!

Take care folks.

PS - The new Fields of the Nephilim CD 'Mourning Sun' is actually very good (although I'm not convinved with McCoy's cover of 'In the Year 2525' which is a bonus track on the CD i have).


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Nov. 27th, 2005 11:54 pm (UTC)
Email problems? Could that mean you didn't get the two I sent you over the last few weeks? :(
Nov. 28th, 2005 12:57 am (UTC)
I've had problems since about the 6th/8th of November. It wiped out my address book too although I have now managed to get that back. I actually tried phoning you last week but the mobile number I have for you wasn't working (might have been switched off). I'd like to drop you a line for a chat actually. Would it be possible to email your home phone number to the shops address? Or phone me at work tomorrow and I'll take it down and ring you back in the evening?
Nov. 28th, 2005 08:50 am (UTC)
Ah, that was you calling on... Friday? 13.27? Strange that, I had my phone in my pocket and I got a "missed call" notification but didn't hear any ring. I'll mail you now.
Nov. 28th, 2005 12:51 am (UTC)
Aww Angus! Thanks for your kind text message! You are a prince :)
Nov. 28th, 2005 12:57 am (UTC)
Just wanted to know I was thinking of you and wishing you the best! Hope it all goes well!!!
Nov. 28th, 2005 11:25 am (UTC)
Find me on Myspace as Slev.
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