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Anger & Dreams

I'm angry.

Angry at myself for things that only I can deal with. I'm angry over nothing and angry over everything.

Yeah, one of those moods.

Parts of my life I really love, parts of my life I really hate. Parts of my life I feel trapped in.

I really have to sort bits out before another ten years have passed by in a blink of an eye.

Time is not your friend. Never will be. All those dreams you have - or had - you should try do them. You only remember one life (or atleast most of us only remember the life we currently lead) so fill it with memories, accomplishments and happy things.

Don't sit on your arse all the time and then complain and wonder where everything has gone.

If you have dreams follow them. It's better to have tried and failed than to live your life wondering "What If...?".

And before you ask no, I haven't started drinking yet. Give me an hour to get ready and down to the (now smoke free) pub. I'll start then. I'll also try and make sure I don't let myself near ANY computer when I get back later either. I don't want to read the bullshit I might spout tomorrow morning when I'm nursing a hangover!


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Jul. 4th, 2007 06:43 pm (UTC)

Remember, drunken LJ posts are BAD - voice of experience.
Jul. 4th, 2007 07:43 pm (UTC)
Bah, I need to get some realistic dreams :)
Jul. 4th, 2007 09:51 pm (UTC)
Bah, why hasn;t anyone invented matter teleportation yet.

At the moment, I'd like to think I'd make a good drinking buddy. I have notions on the idea of change, and about making it in your life.

Anything else I write at the moment would be glib, but it would be heartfelt and well meaning.
Jul. 4th, 2007 10:07 pm (UTC)
Actually if you check out www.newscientist.co.uk, it seems that they have!
Jul. 4th, 2007 10:06 pm (UTC)
Hey Angus, I'm right there with you on the issue of not wasting time - I wrote some lyrics when I was, let's say a lot younger, about how time is against me. It's always bothered me how quickly the years pass and how little seems to get done that we plan. Now at my age, I'm suddenly painfully aware of how unfullfilled I am unless I am doing something creative - like the band I'm in. I am painfully bored of my career and need to change it - even if it means not having much money. I have the same monthly expenditure as you - but by not working and renting out my bedrooms - I could probably survive with a part time stress free job. I'm going for my dreams NOW.

I hope that things start to resolve for you - especially where you feel trapped - as I currently do.

Stay away from the booze!
Jul. 4th, 2007 10:56 pm (UTC)
I'd like to but it requires money and thats something I don't have. :(
Jul. 5th, 2007 05:35 am (UTC)
Whenever we think we're heading in a grand direction our feet are often kicked out from under us by circumstance. Grab things quickly, make rash decisions (according to a recent Sci Am psych article, this is likely to be better than making a slow and well thought out one), shove pointless regrets and unproductive guilt trips to one side. Seize life while it's here. [kick the soap box out from under me if it's deserved]

Have a drink for me. I can't start until the weekend. I plan to get horribly inebriated. Anyone who tells me that I did "unwise" things will be told to leave their opinions to moments where they'll actually be productive.
Jul. 5th, 2007 07:28 pm (UTC)

If it is any consolation, C7 wise we are getting there.
Does seem that anything worth having or doing is a painfully slow process.
But some things are often closer than you think.
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